Wrinkles should merely indicate where smiles have been.
MARK TWAIN
4 years ago
30 April 2012
26 April 2012
19 April 2012
Well, Fuck.
Despite going gluten free, doing weekly acupuncture, taking mega-supplements and baby aspirin, AND using progesterone suppositories, pregnancy #5 was a wash. Ironically, this pregnancy was shorter (by one week) than my other pregnancies, with the exception of the chemical in November.
Apparently, my stats now look like 0-5 % chance of ever carrying a pregnancy to term. So, looks like I may be out of this game for good. I am meeting with my doctor next week to discuss a more permanent form of birth control.
Hey at least my stepson lives with us again, since his massively pregnant 40-year-old mother doesn't give a crap about him now that she's having a new family. So, at least there's that.
(I'm pretty sure the tone of this post is why I don't blog anymore. I am a miserable bitch nowadays. Sorry for that.)
*Sorry if I lied to anyone re:this pregnancy. A few of you had asked me about TTC, and I just really didn't want to say anything to anyone, especially my fellow babyloss friends who may have been saddened to hear I was pregnant again.
Apparently, my stats now look like 0-5 % chance of ever carrying a pregnancy to term. So, looks like I may be out of this game for good. I am meeting with my doctor next week to discuss a more permanent form of birth control.
Hey at least my stepson lives with us again, since his massively pregnant 40-year-old mother doesn't give a crap about him now that she's having a new family. So, at least there's that.
(I'm pretty sure the tone of this post is why I don't blog anymore. I am a miserable bitch nowadays. Sorry for that.)
*Sorry if I lied to anyone re:this pregnancy. A few of you had asked me about TTC, and I just really didn't want to say anything to anyone, especially my fellow babyloss friends who may have been saddened to hear I was pregnant again.
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